Monday, 28 November 2016

When every mental patient in the room raised their hand for sexual dysfunction

How Common is PSSD?

People were put in asylums to stop them breeding


As we move towards the 'post industrial order' where the value of machines rises as the value of humans fall, a place filled with smart 'hypnosis' phones and instantenous pleasure 'virtual reality' games and socialising where the false promise of the chemical imbalance drug promise becomes just that, a false promise. Let us take you back to a day, before the grass was green and not pixelated opoids. To the dawn of the industrial order, where further masses of wealth were to be accumulated and the waste of space getting in the way clogging up the machines had no place to fit. A time where Queen Victoria was hissed at in public from the perception of her treatment of humans in 'workhouses' instead of our now 'Royals' who PR run World Wildlife Fund sanctuaries so they can keep the elephant shooting to themselves and diversionary 'media (home) entertainment (systems)'.
 Surely the underground royal powers needed a good way to stop these valueless commodities breeding. I know! Mental health charity! Poor hungry, 'insane' or 'feeble minded', we'll take care of that problem cough drain cough family member for you... I mean 'treat'. The 'perfect solution' for everybody... although people were just starting to learn the fine art of political correctness so you have to forgive them for calling them mental asylums and not hospitals, You really do, aswell as the open honesty that people were put in asylums to stop them breeding. 

Before the chemical revolution...


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So what does it really have to do with Freud being a coke addict, thinking it was a wonderdrug 'antidepressant' (and claiming the minds of men are beasts) anway? (Psychoanalyses huh, Just animals.)

Im going to watch some disney psywarfare lion king and run round catching pokemon with my cute little (smiley) rat friend pikachu.

And buy some donkey cum aftershave so I can go get laid tonight on fermented drugs. Oh wait... :-( mental people have a common 'side effect' ' (nice language ;-)') of sexual dysfunction, slurred speech, dribbling and difficulty paying attention to talking breasts... OH CRAP

Sterilising the mentally ill is not a side effect

How quaint, wether you use the manufactorer company leaflets statistics, The US National Library of medicines, SSRI (inducing genital numbness) being used as an official treatment for premature ejaculation, effective use for sexual dysfunction on peadophiles or a psychologists, It is clear cut. Absolutely damning.

The BMA quotes 'devastating' harm and wants a 24 hour drug helpline. The British Institute of Human Rights don't want to acknowledge human rights. The (UN) World Federation of Mental Health was ran by multiple Nazi war criminals (with DR. MD titles) like Werner Villinger. To boot The UKs drug regulator got the job after defending seroxat against child murders and the creator of SSRIS, Candace Pert, says she created a monster and messing with neurotransmitters effects many other important functions of the body.

Young and puberscent losing their humanity, men and women buried alive losing genital sensation, connectedness. Young, successful happy popular men commiting suicide over. Like the child rats in the serotonin studies in the sixties losing social and sexual mating relationships as adults. The same relentless impotence attack on the percievedly down-humanly graded paranoid schizophrenics or many others as like 'bipolars' 'wrong type of mood' or 'the tourrettes syndrome' pseudosciencely 'medicated' basket bin, 'medicated' as a matter of social policy with the same 'anti-psychotic' drugs, previously officially called 'major tranquilizers'.

The mere fact now apparent that they propelled this 'medication policy' saga on the back of a 'chemical imbalance' dishonesty and last but not least they put people in mental asylums to stop them breeding...

Before the chemical revolution.
Does your doctor have a good conscience? Or does he have a good excuse?

Let us know below

Traumatic Brain Injury causes Erectile Dysfunction

Traumatic Brain Injury causes Erectile Dysfunction at the same rate as psychiatric drugs. 1 in 2 will have trouble receiving sexual arousal signals from the brain.

At the same rate as psychiatric drugs, more than 1 in 2. In exactly the same way, who would have known it! Well actually some people. Psychiatrist Peter Breggin refers to these drugs that change the brain (and no I won't call them medications) as neurotoxins and recommends you go look up the neurotoxin websites for comparisons, he thinks you might be not so suprised. Oh my god what a suprise, isn't that exactly what 'antidepressants' selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors, mono amine oxadise inhibitors and 'antipsychotics' cough major tranquilizers do! Anyway it's not like a regular dose of avoiding the truth ever upset anyones dinner so lets just continue on like a sticky fart catching fire.

Traumatic Brain Injury or TBI is very serious brain damage. I almost can't believe the damage from 'mental health' drugs is the same, oh wait, yes I can.

 "Changes to sexual behaviour after traumatic brain injury (TBI)
Common changes in sexual behaviour after a traumatic head injury include:

  • Reduced libido – about half of people with a traumatic head injury experience a drop in sex drive. The remainder experience increased libido or no change at all.
  • Erectile problems – between 40 and 60 per cent of men have either temporary or permanent impotence following their injury.
  • Inability to orgasm – up to 40 per cent of men and women report difficulties having an orgasm."


You mean around 1 in 2. And Erectile problems, aswell as the well culpiritable 'inability to orgasm'. Yes thats just under the amount that victims of 'mental health' 'medications' experience. Who experience it at over 60%. With, unremarkably the same symptoms.

And yet I move on to this informative picture based PDF slideshow at another location:

Everything You Wanted to Know About Sex After Brain Injury But Were Afraid to Ask

As well as being concurrent (57%) I hear "Decreased sensation" and "Maintaining an erection", I wish I was still scared. Thats page 13 and 17 . And ironically but well missed of the point on page 25: medication side effects: SSRIs and 'antipsychotics'. And well placed, Page 6: "Our Brains - The Ultimate Sex Organs".

How about some (3) minutes of this from 38 minutes in:

BBC Horizon 2016 How to Find Love Online by loveeverything


It would be unfair just to look in one direction right? Well take a look at this too.


Autoreceptor Desensitization: From SSRIs
Brain scans on shrunken brain damage from 'antipsychotics': The one psychiatrists don't want to talk about
Autopsy after 'mental health' 'medications': Shows the drugs increases receptor sites brain damage

I'm not smart, we are just discovering the truth.

Traumatic Brain Injury causes Erectile Dysfunction at the same rate as psychiatric drugs. 1 in 2 will have trouble receiving sexual arousal signals from the brain.

Sunday, 27 November 2016

17 year old Journalist describes losing her humanity to PSSD

She was just a virgin, and like most victims, the psychiatrist didn't inform her that this could cost her her sex life. Antidepressants are actually taken more by women and girls, actually reaching the UN's genocidal target of 1 in 4. It's just pills! So is cyanide. You take a little bit of that everyday and you are going to have problems. At 17 years old Margaret Carmel describes a story a-many-a untold.

"Maybe I had changed. I had read tales of the elusive female orgasm, and I assumed that this new challenge was just part of my body changing as I got older. Maybe this was growing up. By the time I walked on campus for my first semester of college, I no longer felt anything during sexual encounters. No amount of effort could elicit any type of sensation.

But it was OK because this is just what being a woman is like, right? This is how it’s supposed to be, I told myself."


The only thing that was casual, was the prescribing of her 'medications'. She started to lose connectivity to other human beings, both neurologically and as a social naturally. Her articles are not as depressing as mine. I imagine although women make up the majority of people taking 'antidepressant' brain chemistry changing agents every day, as males sexual organs are quite literally the stickey out centre peice of their ego that naturally awakens every day to an unnegotiable morning erection and countless unstoppable humiliating daytime bonurs that we have to strategize at great lengths the best techniques and ways of hiding down our belts, straps and trouser legs. It would be a possibly more noticeable problem than a girl or woman that has to read about magical elusive female orgasms and legendary myths of the female G'spot. Or the lack of sciences seemingly ability to identify things like raining female ejaculate.

Although journalist Margaret Carmel seems to get some of the affective stats understandably underated (due to marketing)

Check out her article HERE



Friday, 25 November 2016

Young man leaves a PSSD suicide note

A popular young man Kevin Goodreau who was able to articulate how PSSD changed him from a happy young man looking forward to his life left a PSSD suicide note, that was covered in the alternative press, not the mainstream media.

At just 28 years old he writes "many people don't even realize that the drugs are the problem. If I can help people to understand the truth behind the psychiatric death machine while preventing them from undergoing a lifetime of needless suffering, I would be somewhat happy."

"The sexual symptoms are terrible, but the core of this disease called PSSD (post-SSRI sexual dysfunction) is something far more frightening. It is difficult to describe if you don't experience it. I Believe the answer lies in widespread neurological damage which, most likely, cannot be reversed."


The BMA come out on psychoactive drugs

The British Medical Association on 6th of October 2016 are lobbying parliament on the 'devastating' harm and the "absence of robust data" and long term research they are concerned about with psychoactive drugs.

"Prescribing of psychoactive drugs is a major clinical activity and a key therapeutic tool for influencing the health of patients. But often their use can lead to a patient becoming dependent or suffering withdrawal symptoms."

"It shows us that the 'lived experience' of patients using these medications is too often associated with devastating health and social harms." - The British Medical Association (BMA)


They have written an open letter to parliament on the 6th of October 2016 requesting a 24 hour national helpline for prescribed drug dependency as priority, much like the illicit drug helpline TALKTOFRANK

After spending 3 years working with different mental health organizations and medical science institutes. They have taken what I assume a rare stance by going public (in this manner). They are pleading with the government to implement 3 point recommendations, one of them being " 3. Robust Guidance on tapering and withdrawal management for psychoactive medications".

This is a unique, possibly once in a lifetime opportunity to back and get behind them. It should be welcomed and backed up with other letters to parliament and activist groups on mental health.

On the contrary the UN and or "World health organization" are circling like vultures around our policy makers at this crucial time. Arguing ideologically that there is not enough access to 'treatments' due to discrimination and stigmas, that are somehow blocking a human rights access to the drug trade, Unfounded treatments. Pushing far off circumstances, obscure laws and individual 'anecdotal' experiences, yet ostensibly pulling on the 'collective unconscious's' emotional heart strings; The religion of drugs. The new guidelines will be formed in 2017


This is a vital time.

Drugged up as a child; Stripped of my sexuality as a man



Drug Nation or Humanitarian?

UPDATE: The Council For Evidence Based Psychiatry have made a template anybody can use, as well as set up a parliamentary group.

A day with Open Dialogue and Mad in America

Kings Cross London, October 2016

"Offend the powerful and protect the powerless" a traveled journalistic term that means telling the truth, drops a journalist that turned to researching the 'dark art' of psychiatry, Robert Whitaker.

The drug corporations are most certainly powerful and the mentally distressed are often powerless.

Hence why it was a co-op dialogue event with Nick Putman, the founder of the NHS program called Open Dialogue, to implement a less power and drug based form of mental support services based around open dialogue.

A Holistic and dramatically successful primary mental support service in Finland that has got many people to stay as valuable members of their community, a polar opposite to ours that is making many people chronically disabled.


With NHS professionals, people from mental health charities as well as service users of experiences with psychiatric harm and alternative recoveries, all looking for alternative solutions as a growing realization is becoming apparent that the drug trade system isn't working and is making people worse, before the new treatment guidelines are made in 2017.

An experienced therapist reminds us that it used to be a well known fact in his industry and in his training before the chemical revolution, that people with 'schizophrenia' often got better without drugs. Although They had no idea why.

A girl from west Cork, Ireland where a form of Open Dialogue was implemented tells us how and why it was so successful at helping her. In contrast to the subjection's she experienced of the drug power harm treatments she received. She informed of us the group visions4change.

Robert Whitaker used to be a hell of a lot more popular before researching psychiatry. You can find his work at madinamerica.

You can find out more about the latest Open Dialogue events and training opportunities at opendialogueapproach.

The (serious about health) collaborative presentations and experience started at 9am till 5pm, you can check out a portion of the event that was filmed by a passionate activist for humane change over here.

Tuesday, 1 November 2016

New Book 'The pill that steals lives' covers PSSD, a lot.

The new book released by Katinka Blackford Newman "The pill that steals lives" contains various antidepressant-induced sexual dysfunction activity (the irony) in the story line (including PSSD), of this true story from a TV documentary filmmaker who had her and her children's lives stolen by psychiatric drugs.

She was saved and returned to health when by overdue chance, somebody actually spotted it's the 'medications' making her 'ill'.

Buy her book here: Amazon - The pill that steals lives 

follow her portal, and watch this space.

ThePillthatsteals.com

are we due a new class of untested drugs with a supposed "less side effects". We must remember to be thinking ahead of the new great lie. Where friends, brothers, mothers and sisters, secretly die.

Finding the right medications?

How much barraging of consecutive psychotropic drugs do you have to sustain before your brain fries? Or is it like the popular term, comparable to 'finding love'? Is it just about finding 'the right medications'?

Personally I think any human responsible for or behind an anciently designed, thick protective skull should establish at the very least. Is what do the flatteringly biased drug companies say about the situation?

Side Effect (Harm) Roulette
Sertraline/Zoloft Seroxat/Paroxetine Fluexotine/Prozac Citalopram/Celexa
* Very Common (More than 1 in 10?) * Common (up to 1 in 10?) 
The closer figures for induced sexual dyfunction are here however

By this point if you haven't picked up sexual dysfunction, depression, insomnia, constipation, flatulence, agitation, poor concentration, anxiety or fatigue as you jump from drug to drug you are unlikely to have found any cure based in science, study or fact, and certainly not in romance. The evidence however IS there for damage, whereas cure or saving lives... there is none.

Absenting from withdrawal talk and our main point of topic, polypharmacy loading.

First off it is worth nothing that even the biased of the literature suggests you would be pretty much trying the same variations of the same 'class' of drugs, SSRI's. If you (or your doctor) are feeling still ever posthumously brave (or determined) you may move further still, to the dark waters of the dangerously obscure, mental patient tested and unknown.

You might want to check out an old Russian experiment at this point, as your sure you can handle it!



You can further load up with 'mood stabilizers', addictive GABA targeting drugs, if you ambitiously expect to be cured in the 2-3 weeks guideline or otherwise be a serious Xanax addict. On the psychotic drug side of things for 'bipolar', 'mood disorder', 'mania' or 'psychosis diagnosis' diagnosis explanations that unexplained can all be caused by the SSRI's you've just been given. I recommend you buckle tight for the long term, assured of reduced brain volume, sexual dysfunction, breastmilk hormone production and occasional stays at the local prison hospital.

Considering this at least you might have found the right medications!

Sunday, 30 October 2016

The public cover for state 'medicine' genocide

Safe and effective, how it feels like to be on the wrong side of informed consent:


Where are they now? 
Those medical 'expert's' that told you it's safe and effective

Visit the vaxxed public project here - a mission for vaccine injured children

How I believe I became a customer for the 'mentally ill' services at 9 years old.


Not that I believe that I have a disorder called 'autism' but just to back up that my belief that 'mental illness' could have been caused by my many baby vaccinations it just turns out that both of these videos mention the vaccine injuries causing OCD and Tourettes Syndrome.

I already knew all this because I noticed how everyone in the mental health places has practically the same damages and bad eye contact as the kids I now help out at the afterschool club with supposedly 'autism'.

How many of us diverted for 'mental illness' are vaccine injured children?

Tuesday, 18 October 2016

Young people don't deserve informed consent



Doctors say young peoples bodies do not deserve informed consent.





says their responsible physicians who are responsible for a duty of care.





Saturday, 15 October 2016

From the Psychologists couch

A Psychologist Dr. John Grohol reports that about 1 in 2 patients confided antidepressant induced sexual dysfunction.

Does the story end there?

Read his article here


Tuesday, 11 October 2016

Generations of being sterilized for being 'mentally ill' appear on the radio

A multitude of people from around the world that have been sterilized by their governments medical wings by both chemicals and operations for being accused of being 'mentally ill' as children speak out on the radio at Church of Reality, a longtime non-mainstream radio station.



Whilst the mainstream media march around with 'world mental health day', expanding their empire of discrimination and unfounded stigma on the minds and rights of children.



One can only imagine why the mainstream media has a sharply declining 6 percent trust approval rating.



- Church Of Reality Radio can be found @ ugs4life.com

Wednesday, 28 September 2016

Monday, 12 September 2016

NOFX release hard hitting song

Punk band NOFX have just released a clever, no punches pulled catchy song critical of psychiatry. Covering the deceitful, harmful abuse caused by doctors and psychiatrists that traps an unbelievable amount of victims into sexual slavery and grave human rights abuses.


An area most in the public eye will not go down despite all the deaths among the celebrity community that have been caused by prescription "medications" (or occurred whilst on psychiatric medications that are known to induce suicidal and homicidal behaviors). Prince, Heath ledger, Micheal Jackson, Robin Williams, Whitney Houston, Joan Rivers, Kurt Cobain and Elvis Presley are among just some of the legal drug dealer assisted deaths.

Nobody goes to jail, apologizes or even changes the way they practice! Prescriptions just rise alongside the "mental health" profits and successful sterilizations.

How PSSD Is Covered Up When Reported By Patients

There is supposed to be a yellow card report system for adverse effects. Psychiatrists don't use it. Like me, records like dates, doses and names of drugs are often withheld from by psychiatrists making it difficult or impossible for mentally compromised and traumatized mental patients like myself to complete one.

It would seem unlikely for someone as well as pointless, if not already disengaged from the chemical castration service or on drugs and not seemingly qualified for the post bit, for someone to fill one out even if they knew about the existence of a yellow card reporting form. Where does that form go? to the chemical castrators?

That is if they still persisted after being brave to mention or bring this humiliation up with likely females (or males) in the room with their now apparent genocidal chemical castrators after encountering the usual resistance, denial, blame and mental ridicule. You are more likely to be completely discharged if you are off medication that long. I mean treatment resistant. The necessary dates, doses and names also withheld forever. There are no cures and you now know "doctors" do not know what they are doing.

Blame The Patient

It's all in your head
"Somatic Symptom Disorder"

My new mental disorder to cover this up and dissuade any doctors from sending me on referrals for any medical tests or expertise is a newly created mental disorder called somatisation disorder. They promote this ideology to doctors at expensive conference events like this leaflet I picked up at the tavistock.

Somatisation disorder from the British Medical Journals official website. The first listed risk factor is: "being female"... That's all you need to say on the lack of validity of these made up disorder that is designed to cover up the 'medication' damage and withdrawals.

This Vilification, discrimination and stigma or stigmatisation disorder syndrome probably indicates I am not the only one, As a Professor dies of lung cancer.

Friday, 5 August 2016

What it's like to be kidnapped by the mental health acts

This is the typical farcicle "you are unwell" fascism that many citizens find themselves in.

David Compan
NHS Electrician
Protecting his A&E from closing

                              Part 1                                                            Part 2

In prison and locked away on drugs. 

Jean
Mental Health Awareness Or Drug Slavery

My padded cell 9 years old (2001)
collingham gardens



Conversation with mental health professional about conditions on mental health wards


Who Does This?

Psychopaths (Psychiatrists) personally detached individuals who don't know how to care and are trying to enforce their own misunderstood, unlearned need for security in the absence of attachment, parenting and love in their own childhoods. Given Powers by the state to apply false medical (The Council For Evidence Based Psychiatry) fascism by means of opinions on the legitimacy of variations of human behavior. Primarily targeting individuals for drug candidacy, opportunistically and predatory.

After being kidnapped to the mental tower very soon you have a fairly seriously looking grave "medical" disease out of a farcical built on interrogation and spying focused character assassination. Anything that could be taken as odd sounding (we write everything down (interpretively)) and anything you do say under torture confinement on neurotoxic drugs will be used as evidence in the case against you. 

Simply being extraordinary (michelangelo, aristotle, mozart, free thinking or open minded) is not tolerated. The government backed psychopaths choose your "diagnosis" off of an opinion manual on states of natural human behavior deemed unsuitable to them.

Now because you have a made up disease, you can never be cured.

Frank Bruno wonders how many more have disappeared down the NHS sinkhole

Frank Bruno a highly intelligent and successful boxer goes on TV wanting to warn members of the public they are being tricked and the "help" *cough* (expensive) drugs are dangerous.

Thursday, 4 August 2016

The British Institute Of Human Rights Stance

The British Institute Of Human Rights

Claim on the mission statement of their website:

"At the heart of everything we do is a commitment to making sure the international promise of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, developed after the horrors of World War II, is made real here at home."

The British Institute Of Human Rights Stance

...

Monday, 1 August 2016

Living with the distress of permanent medication damage

Every day I wake up in swollen pain, blurry eyes and numb genitals. It always reminds me of the time my UK government tried to kill me when I had to go through a surprise withdrawal of my medications that were supposed to help me. If I hadn't of deserved it my mum and dad would have been told they were addictive drugs when I was 9 years old. If There was anywhere that was safe the doctors would have told us these were addictive drugs when I was 9 years old.

Doctors often start out because they want to help people. That they can ease suffering and help a large underclass of poor people. In 1930's wartime Germany a chemical called Thalidomide was made for the Nazis. In the 1950's and 1960's western doctors had something to help pregnant mothers with. Causing more casualties, deaths and from-birth disabilities than Chernobyl, the nuclear disaster.

Of the Families directly affected, many are still alive despite how long ago it was and are still trying to fight just for financial compensation. Something that was even tested for on inmates in the concentration camps. Nazi medical doctor Otto Ambros just continued working for pharmaceutical companies Chemie Grunthal and Dow Chemicals no problems. Have doctors shown any vast moral responsibility for remorse and reform by practicing disciplined humane de-medicaliastion of human beings?

Benzodiazepines are given to unwitting psychiatric sufferers today in 2016 with no informed consent that they are addictive drugs. Mental patients already suffering mental trauma then find themselves having to also go through surprise cold turkey secret drug withdrawal attacks and permanent damages. Despite news programs like this one way back in the 80's on the true nature of these drugs that has seen the reality of benzo withdrawal centres. Doctors started dishing out these "medications" since the 1960's. The unremorseful vast majority of doctors still have the audacity to dismiss that these "medications" could have no permanent damages. The courts have often suggested otherwise.

Relevant human rights abuse messages circle around social medias with tyrannical kidnap reporting buttons on banned words beginning with S, D and H or otherwise interpreted expressions of speech. Enforced with dociling drug slavery:

social media user:
"Hats off to those of us in battle and to those who lost their life in it.
Fuck big pharma.
March on!
For Bill and the millions of others unnamed."
Heather

Is it Torture?

As far as the state social drug marketing cartel is concerned drug slavery saves lives...

Meanwhile back in 1930's Nazi Germany Medical doctors help mothers get over the guilt of psychiatric treatment that includes chemicals, steralizing and euthanasia for the diagnosed mentally ill. Maybe they could even convince the parents it could be genetic, with all the latest advancements in eugenics maybe you could even convince them to be treated too. Adverts started to circle around the nation. The governments top doctors estimated a whopping 1 in 4 undiagnosed mental disorders are being left untreated.

Meanwhile back in the wonderful England mental hygiene genocidal pharmacaust... The notorious Bethlem, the maudsley, home of psychiatry the governments top doctors in the 1990s and 2000s started the drugging of young children on the back of a chemical imbalance theory recommendation with genetic inheritances. This has since been disproved over the last 3 decades with none of many attempted studies backing it up, regardless prescriptions have only risen sharply year on year.

Many of these children (that survive) incur such severe brain damages from these neuro-toxins that they now have to live the rest of their lives with parkinsons disease. As well as having to endure chaotic withdrawals. You can find pages of parents that have uploaded videos of their children with what the manufactoring leaflets refer to as "tardive dyskenesia" on youtube:

"Children with tardive dyskenesia"

I was born with OCD and Tourrettes Syndrome but I wasn't born with numb genitals, crippling swollen pain 24/7 and a painful aversion to light. I am in a torture prison without my god given natural relationship with my body, I am the walking dead. I really do not know why I have kept going I just really want to live! My humanity has been raped away from me, my natural desires, emotions and my right for my psychiatrist to not to choose that I can not have sex at any time or place private forever till the day I truly die with numb genitals that feel like an elbow instead of a sexual organ now... Through all the physical 24/7 uncomfortable pain and swelling that is a particularly bitter pill to swallow for the rest of my life having been hooked on these drugs at 9 with lies by adults that should know far better and losing my primal identity still as a teenager.

I have a beautiful big numb dick but society felt I should be mentally hygienically cleansed. Differences, hardships, struggles or feeling hard done by might mean a lot to a lot of people but to me White, Black, Asian, Jews, rich, poor, young or old, I can never relate to another human being ever again. I am not human anymore. Now out in the community I have to live medication crippled on a large desolate popular heroin council estate with multiple Nazi swastikas carved into my home of flats (I am an unavoidably Jewish looking Jew) and whilst slightly additionally uncomfortable it is not nearly as uncomfortable as the damages I have to live my life with from trusted medical doctors.

The ironic additional discomfort of living with severe medication damages and nazi swastika carvings somebody carved outside my flats front door and stairwell. I am an unmistakenly Jewish looking Jew

Even all of the screwed and street drugged up people living around me never have to live with what I have to.

What I am Left With

  • extreme intestinal pain and swelling, causing imbalance and immobility: 24/7 (and I'm sporty, thats not me at all)
  • Eyes can't produce tears anymore, painful blurry eyes, Eye pain from light
  • lost my friends and my life, my future and young life
  • feels like im in pain dying everytime I wake up (reminds me of secret withdrawal hitman "medication" attempt on my life)
  • hijacked my capability to look after and provide for myself
  • complete prison secret humiliation for life on my sexual life and right to my sexuality that I did have.
  • my right to safety and freedom to be and exist at any place that can be mine

A walking Guantanamo Bay...

What was even more scary (apart from being blamed for having the courage to complain of extremely untalkable embarrassing adverse effects) is that none of any medical professionals makes any report of reported adverse effects. So am I the only one..? I thought not

Others with PSSD feel
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